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Wednesday, November 05, 2003

hotsy is
d e a d .

things
seemed too perfect.
he was
happy...
there was
nothing
wrong.
how could this happen?


Hotsy... no, Joseph. His name is Joseph.

Joseph is dead.

It didn't even seem like he was having a hard time.

He seemed so happy.

But that's life huh?


Monday, November 03, 2003

I can't think... I can't think at all... I can't even really breathe...

There's so much to say, but no words...


Friday, October 31, 2003

::sigh:: Haven't updated for a while. im getting lazy with this thing again... nothing really much to say. I'm worried about Hotsy. He says everything is fine, but he's acting strange again. I'm going to be really upset if something happens, Hotsy promise me if things get too much for you, please please PLEASE come up to me and say something. Don't just hide it for me to find it.


Sunday, October 26, 2003

DId you see Hotsy lately? He's a real wreck... he's breaking again, isn't he? I'm really worried. I thought this time he wouldn't get as hurt as he did before... but no, i guess she had to go and break him. I feel so bad. Really bad. Why's it always gotta happen to him, I mean, what did he ever do? Nothing is fair for him, is it?

  Posted 10/26/2003 at 11:15 PM by evanescent_optimism
...I'm really scared.... he's began to cut himself again. Hotsy, please stop.. I know that a lot of people have hurt you but PLEASE hold on...



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